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What keeps me from doing the things I wish I did. There is this fog in my mind at times. And a resistance to doing anything painful. The real world is so painful. Waking up hurts the eyes. Stomach ache, it wears you down. Thinking about all the pain wears me down. And that is just my pain, not to mention everyone eleses.

 

I have a vivid imagination, so why is it not helping me? Instead it's slowing me down.

 

What is it I want to focus on? Learning and creating. Nurturing and expanding my inner world of feelings, colors, images, stories and melodies.